Saturday, November 7, 2009
tik tok?
Okay finally after a long long time..
I am here to post :]
I'm left with HCL and the Combined Science mcq.
Then all the sec 4s, WE FREE.
I don't have the feeling of all of us being graduates from Holy Innocents' High..
I guess cos we're still coming back to take O's and stuff. Also there's still prom comin' up. So it isn't the last time seeing everybody eh?
4 years in here are pretty short, but pretty eventful.
I learnt to see the different faces of people.. How ridiculous they can be, how many lies they can fabricate.
But also, nice nice people who I call them friends.
I remember people began to enter and drift away from me at the same time when I was in Sec 3. I first lost Fion and then Shannon. They were the two of the closest ones to me during my first two years in Holy Innocents' High. All of my friends did give me joy and pain.. but that's how it works doesn't it? Somehow I felt I lost them definitely because of what both of us did and how we reacted. Come to think of it, maybe I should have been less harsh or more tolerant.
So far every year here has been an eventful one and I'll definitely remember them. Thanks to all the people who've been there for me, helped me, even if it's only once or a gazillion times, thank you.
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O O O's.
After Physics paper 2, I really felt very relieved. It's like the whole of last week I've been jamming myself with Math SS History and Art and Science. Time was not enough.
Well there was, I didn't make use of it in the months before.
I hope last minute revision helps.
I really don't know how my grades will be like.
I didn't finish like any piece of paper except for Science and English Paper 2.
And for math, all the bloody carelessness.
But I'd be happy enough if my L1 R5's below below 18. Really really.
But how, I do not think it is possible.
Anyway going to a JC may not be what I want either.. Still thinking about it.
Somehow I feel what I achieve and how my grades are like are not totally going to about me and me only.
It involves my parents, cousins who are the same age as me, their parents, competition, pride and other stuff.
That gives me more pressure and I do not like it. Some people take it as motivation for themselves not to lose out, but for me it doesn't work that way. I know someone among us has to be at the bottom, I have a feeling it's me. However the thought of my Aunt comforting me and saying I can do better makes me wanna slap her because she's a fucking hypocrite. Like as if she cares. All she cares about is to make her babies win me.
Shingz to her.
I'll be getting my i-touch after O's. Woo hoooo~
And for now, write compos do exercises read chem+physics and done yayyyy. :D
10:23 AM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Frustrated.
Finally blogging again. I wonder who visits my blog now, ._.
Finished Art already, so pretty much of a relief.
The stress always torments me. >(
But now it's overrr. :]
Hmm. The week after Sept hols was quite alright? I always thought this period of time was supposed to be like zomgomgstudystudystuffmyselfwithworkteachersgonnapushpushpush kinda situation. But apparently it's not? I guess the problem's with me.
School today was slack day for me. I think I'm getting used to sleeping in class. That. is. BAD. But how, I'm tired, my eyelids will automatically feel heavy and drop. I can't concentrate, my mind keeps drifting off, I feel like sleeping. So plop.
Mrs Chin is a funny (weird) person.
She wants people to write a letter of apology to her cuz they laughed in class. Okay I was laughing too but I dunno why she didn't call out my name, I feel a little bad towards my other three friends. Cos we were about to play. Lol. But then it's not like we HAHAHHAHA, we just
haha. You get what I mean? Like we didn't laugh loudly like nobody's business. I think she is mentally challenged.
Dilemma dilemma dilemma.
This word frequently pops up in my dictionary.
I'm stuck.
I don't know what to do.
Let nature take it's course? Maybe.
One month more to O's. I'm lagging wayyyy behind on revision. Must start after this week. Promise myself that.
I wonder.. How can I improve on my A math? Spam do TYS? Practise everyday? Omg.
Anywayzzz. I've alrd drawn out a time table like.. three weeks ago. I'm totally not following what I planned. -.-
This goes on and you'll find me not bothering to even explain anymore.
That's all for now. Byeeee.
4:12 PM
Sunday, August 30, 2009
I have just gotten off a rollercoaster.
Okay maybe like.. five days ago.
I've been so emotional that whenever whatever bad stuff came, I just got all sad and discouraged and cried.
It was sickening.
I decided to look on the bright side.. I managed to.
My prelim results are the worst results I have ever gotten so far.
Prelims are not gonna play any single part in O levels anyway.
So from now on, I have to work hard!
And I'm currently feeling pretty happy, cos I've done Math and painted my Art piece! ( like finally )
My hair is getting a little too long.
I'm having the thought of cutting it short. Short as in having short hair.
LOL.
I'm a little bored of this hairstyle as I have said many times. But if I cut short, I think I need to rebond it.
And I have begun to appreciate my wavy hair already.
And my mom told me I could rebond it at the end of the year if I want to.. she didn't like the idea in the past.
Teachers Day celebration tmrw. Good luck everybody. And to dance girls, have energy and remember steps and SMILE :D
Okay mannn I'm gonna go batheee.
Goodbye!
7:15 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
My blog's like dead.
Because I haven't been online all this while.
Anyway I've got my Green Day album last week and I have the poster on mah wall hohoho. BYE XIAOZHU I'M SO SORRY. (okay maybe not)
Prelims nowww. And I'm pretty done revising Physics. I'm not confident of an A though. Mixed up with some of the formulas esp work done and all that shitzxz.
Who knows what we should revise on History? HUH????
I've got no friggin clue.
Maybe... I should skip the tuition tmrw and stay in school to study. Tmrw's Science anyway. Shall ask mommaaa. But oops I haven't handed in the fees. The new guy there is VERY WEIRD I DONT LIKE HIM HE WALKS AROUND OUTSIDE OUR ROOM FOR NO FUCKIN REASON IT'S DAMN DISTURBING AND GIVES THAT "HEHEHE LITTLE KIDS I'M A GOOD GUY DONT WORRY I'M HERE TO HELP YOU GUYS" LOOK. Ugh. And he's those typical type of person who tries too hard to be friendly you feel like giving him a bloody punch on his face. Like, he puts his arm around my teacher's shoulder and gives that sinister smile.. That time he came in the room to ask if we're interested in some motivational talk.
I think motivational talks are.. LOL. Shall not talk abt it any further.
We had this awesome discussion about * and laughed like hell.
" blerghghblablar" use the electric shock gun zap.
Sit on the wheelchair and suddenly got up to walk. OMG HE CAN WALK AGAIN!
HAHAHAHA.
Ooops sorry I got too carried away. BUT MY DA MAO WILL KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABT HAHAHA.
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Bye :]
9:34 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Recently I always see and think of sleep.
I see people sleeping. I sleep. They feel like sleeping. I feel like sleeping. We sleep.
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On Friday, went to Dance Studio with Mavis the ant and Cassandra.
Learnt two eights for fun..
I MISS DANCING.
I miss standing in front of the mirror doing the same thing over and over til we get it right.
I miss panting and perspiring like crazy.
I miss the feeling, you get it ugh.
Left at like 5 and met Jo and watched some no atmosphere basketball playing downstairs.
Holy Innocents' is not a church. Hahaha.
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I've got like so much mathematics to do!
HOW I WISH ONE DAY HAS LIKE 30 MORE HOURS, DAMN! (but of course the 30 hours must not be for school lolll)
Then I can laze my time awayyy, and spend half an hour on 1 stupid question which can be done in like 2 minutes blahblahblah.
I want to listen to new songs. I'm abit bored of what's in my playlist.
I shall buy a new album or two. ^^
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I might be over my head,
A little over my head but I kinda like it.
9:08 PM
Monday, July 20, 2009
HELLO. I HAVE NOT BLOGGED FOR 14 DAYS ZOMG.
Okay whateva I was just over reacting.
Today our classroom smelt like shit. As in, real poop. The brown solid discharged from your anus. Get it?
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I feel so imperfect. Although everybody is but...
Yala I think I need to lose weight.
Went swimming on Fri and ystd.
On Friday, I was so focused and continued my(boring) journey towards the end of the pool when I suddenly see an ah pui swimming towards me in the opposite direction saying " Hey fatty! "
It was my dad. ._.
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I couldn't recall how it was possible for me to swim 10 laps for warm up and 32 laps later when I was coached. Or sometimes full speed for like consecutive i-don't-know how many friggin laps.
I get a little tired after swimming just 1 pathetic lap of freestyle now.
Major deprovement. Ughhh.
But anyway, I swam 26 laps on Fri and 18 ystd so not bad liao hor.
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Crystal must chiong for Art if not she's gonna dieee.
I want this to be over quick lah wo de tiannnn.
9:22 PM
Monday, July 6, 2009
Helloooozz.
Me had an enjoyable Youth Day. How about you? :]
"I remember every second spent with you."
Hahaha, how cute. :]
9:59 PM
