I normally say hello with a smile so here you go :D

I am currently studying in Holy Innocents' High school.

Sixteen! I would expect presents on every 17th of Nov. Nah I'm just kidding. But seriously, that's when my birthday is. :]

I love my family more than anything in the worlddd!:D
I also luv my friends, music, dance, chocolates, colours, pleasant smelling stuff, Wind, laughing like I own the whole world, great hugs, great clothes, great shoes... And Myself :]

I'd like to own and drive a smokin' glossy lime-green/red/yellow convertible sports car someday. :D


I am Crystal. :D

Peace! ^^

"To tell me I'm wrong, man, you better prove you're right."

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

6G 'o5
Cassandra
Eileen
Esther
Fion
Hillary
Huafei
Hweemay
Joelle
Joshua
Kejun
Kendy
Lihong
Michelle
Peirong
Phoebe
Shaokiat
Shirlene
Taiyang
TwoHumility o7
Veronica

CREDITS
FONTS. swimchick
IMAGE. as credited.
CODES. shotgun
DESIGNER. sheryl

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I wonder what's wrong with the appliances in my house.





Can see the difference in my face colour? In real life I should look redder than the second pic lol.




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Turn it up for the people that say, we're moving on and we'll be okay.

I woke up today and the first thing i saw when i opened my eyes was this crawly on the walllll. Can you imagine how freaked out I was! How long has it been in my room, has it crawled on my bed, so I have been sleeping with this crawly in my room the whole night?!
Okay I seriously don't know what kinda crawly is the crawly called. It's like millipede but not, like a centipede but not. It's much smaller but also curls up when disturbed. You normally see them near soil.. I think.

My room's not a garden you crawly crawl on my wall for what!
Okay anyways my dad just caught it and flushed it down the toilet bowl LOL.



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Sigh. Not very enthusiastic in getting a job now? I don't know.

I really really wanna go learn dancing though. :)




My SYTYCD's showing tonite too yay. :) :)





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I'm currently searching for the crawly on the internet I just mentioned but.. I don't see it anywhere!
I don't think it falls under the worms category...



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Oooo anyway I know who's T.O.P now LOL.
Jamie liked him a lot. No wonder, cuz he's pretty cute. Hahahah. I was watching IRIS and this young pretty boy was playing the bad guy and I thought he looked damn familiar, and I told my mum he's from a korean band. Not long after was watching MTV and BigBang's MV was on and I saw him again. Mwaha.

Anyway, main point = T.O.P is cute. :):)

For a long time I haven't felt like " Eh this guy really not bad siaaaa ". Seriously. Hahahha.

My last was Chris Brown if I'm not wrong.. said that he's hot. (def not becos he abused Rihanna ty) Oh Lee Jun Ki too when I watched Time Between Dog and Wolf & Iljimae. *.*



Okay me shall show you him(T.O.P):

So pretty. Hahahaha.

Okay Crystal you gotta stop this.

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Today I cooked some Angel's Hair and topped it with some Jap mixture from a packet. I though it was bacon or like carbonara kind cuz the picture looked like it! In the end it turned out to be millions of pink fish eggs.

And it was soooo salty so obviously one packet is not for only for one serving and luckily my brother came back so I made more Angel's hair so at least the whole thing wouldn't be so salty. But after eating I found it so gross bleagh.

Walao I think my uncle go psych my dad again with some stupid theory again lah. Just cos his distant relative's daughter got pregnant at the age of 17 or 18 and knew that guy through playing pool... He came up with this: It is better to have an adult to go along.

Eh hello you want to follow your daughters everywhere that is your business lah okay I know your daughters don't mind cuz you can provide them with money when they run out of it but hello whatever just keep your fucking "adult should go along" theory shut.
I am already deprived of freedom I don't need you to make it worse. My parents are kia-su parents enough alrd. AND AM I YOUR RELATIVE'S DAUGHTER. LIKE AS IF I WILL KNOW A GUY THROUGH PLAYING POOL AND HAVE A BABY WITH HIM?!?!!.

I know my dad was just telling me what my uncle said but it definitely has affected my dad's thinking. All the more my dad's gonna play safe and tell me it's for my own good blablabla. ZZZ x a billion. I mean my dad won't follow me to meet my friends like my uncle.. but point is, i am a girl waiting to break free of stupid chains. I don't know how many times I've been unhappy over the fact that I do not have freedom and how much it has costed on my relationship.

Shall stop ranting. Gon go appreciate talented ang mohs dancing their asses off now. :)

Wheee. I got a playlist. Enjoy the songs. :]
Thanks Peirong for helping!

And now I can download songs whee whee I am no longer deprived of good music.

Bulletproof.
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet,
the messages I've tried to send, my informations just not going in.

I won't let you turn around and tell me now I'm much too proud.
Do your dirty words come out to play when you are hurt?
There's certain things that should be left unsaid.

I won't let you turn around, and tell me now I'm much too proud.
All you do is fill me up with doubt.

This time baby I'll be bulletproof.

Okay sudden mood change I don't know why. I'm feeling pretty happy and hyped up. LOL.
I mean I do feel tired, I'll sleep soon it's 2.05am!
Eh but who knows after the sleep tmrw I'll wake up feeling like a whiny bitch.
Or go moody..
Or go angry..
Well actually it depends on my thoughts and all.

So I must tell myself I know what is right. What should be right. I shall not allow those stuff happening to me and running through my head to bring me down and get me moody or emo because I don't deserve this, though going through this is inevitable. I won't lie to myself, I know what's reality and what's reasonable.

This is, partly, the work of confidence. I like it I like it.

CRYSTAL IS PISSED RIGHT NOW CUZ THE FUCKING WINDOWS LIVE IS HAVING PROBLEMS FOR MANY MANY DAYS ALREADY SHE HAS TO USE AN ALTERNATIVE WHICH IS EBUDDY AND IT'S PRETTY COCKED AND SHE JUST TOOK FOREVER TO GET THE CHEEBONG CONNECTION DONE AFTER TRYING GAZILLION TIMES AND CLICKING ON THE MOUSE SO BADLY CRYSTAL NOW FEELS LIKE HURLING THIS LAPTOP TOWARDS THE WALL BUT SHE DOESN'T WANT TO DO A STUPID THING SO SHE DIDN'T.

RAHHHHH.

Hahahah that's what my bro said. And I'm currently in that mood right now.

Supposed to go search for jobs today but in the end we sat in Mos looking at the newspaper and dialled numbers... And walked about AMK hub, went into the arcade and Peirong got two free games! One was the zonking thingy and another was some use gun shoot to produce music and Peirong failed hahahaha. Oh anyway we= Prong Maosheng GuoHui and moiiii.

I don't think I'll like to visit that LAN shop anymore.. 1 hour's 2 dollars. We were there for 2 hours and 8 minutes.. or was it 18 minutes arh forget it anyway. We each had to pay 5 bucks. Like wth.

So conclusion of the day - Job hunting was unsuccessful.

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Everytime I get reminded of after holidays, I think of my results. And it worries me I can't stop it. I tell myself it's over no point blaming yourself for starting revision late, getting distracted blablabla but seriously, I only have myself to blame. No discipline, no willpower, this is what you get.

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Probs I shouldn't find reasons or excuses no more. In the end, I may be the one taking in all the shit anyway. Is it worth it if people act like they don't give a damn while you're the one left feeling troubled? I think, no. No, no.

But I should give the benefit of the doubt. However, am I thinking too much?
Why am I experiencing this right now. It bugs me everyday and still I can't come out with a fucking answer. I wanna scream. I want this to be resolved. I am tired. Here. (points to head)


Goodbye.