I normally say hello with a smile so here you go :D

I am currently studying in Serangoon JC.

Sixteen! I would expect presents on every 17th of Nov. Nah I'm just kidding. But seriously, that's when my birthday is. :]

I love my family more than anything in the worlddd!:D
I also luv my friends, music, dance, chocolates, colours, pleasant smelling stuff, Wind, laughing like I own the whole world, great hugs, great clothes, great shoes... And Myself :]

I'd like to own and drive a smokin' glossy lime-green/red/yellow convertible sports car someday. :D


I am Crystal. :D

Peace! ^^

"To tell me I'm wrong, man, you better prove you're right."

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Bad dream last night... I dreamt I got 14 for L1B4 and 23 for L1R5.
That means I only passed 5 subs. And failed the rest. And got f9 for those I failed!

That is bad.. like really bad...

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I've somehow came to a conclusion why I'm feeling so scared and all. Cos I know clearly how much effort I've put in and stuff. And I know it's not enough for me to score well.

I did last minute revision. Like how i always do and i know 75 percent of the time it doesn't really work well. And now we're talking about O lvls, and this year those subs which requires memorizing are like put together! I didn't perform my best. My best isn't this lousy. I don't know why i couldn't complete my e math.. I don't know why i couldn't think when writing my eng compo.

All i can say is, i hope i get at least a decent, acceptable score. Definitely not the L1R5 in my dream, please.

Ahhz I should have just went out with my brother when he said he wanna get some ciggs. Now he's tired already and lazy and went to sleep.

I'm bored! And it's in the A.M now what can I do. I can sneak out but it's weird asking ppl: Hey wanna come out now? -.-

Anyways! Went out juz now to kinda celebrate Christmas.
We like walked about for almost an hour before deciding on what to eat... So we went to Manhattan fish market in the end. We = TY PR SK HM AND MUA.

Fish was pretty alright, I got sick of it after eating half... It's like creamy pasta get it.

Supposed to bowl but it's full. And there was a small show going on. This family of angmohs were like arguing with the people working there. "It's cheat it's cheat." " I don't know how am i supposed to know?" "I'll call a lawyer for a lawsuit we'll see who will win." Something like that.

That guy sucked pretty much he just put the list on the table without looking at me or saying a word. And when I asked him when can we roughly get the lane he was like, i'll call you. That's not even answering my question. -.-

So went for pool + arcade(lol) I didn't get to play my BishiBashi!

My mum seems to be quite in a good mood I guess. She didn't know I notified my dad I'll be home after 11 after telling both of them earlier today i'd be home before 11 and called only at 11.25. Her usual self would call at like probs 11/11.05 cos I said I'd be home before 11.
So just told her gimme 15 more mins and told her was at Bishan and she's like mm ok.
Haha.


Now I got this small red thing on my upper arm I have no clue wtf it is.




I'm kinda freaking out for the o lvl results right now.. AH.

I guess I'm going to be right. We'll see what happens. Maybe I have acted/am acting like how I wouldn't want myself to be.. and if it's true, it's worth reflecting about. And it tells we're just all alike. Which again, confirms another.

It's like 1+1=2.

Aiyah.

I feel like acting like a spoilt brat right now. Have everything go my way and still be unsatisfied. However. That's not reality.

How can i want to behave like someone who i will not accept behaving like that.

I need more peace in my mind, I think.
I need to learn how to appreciate more and pick on less.
I need to learn how to understand and accept and be more gracious.
I need to learn how to behave like an angel.

Okay, fuck that last sentence. Bye.

Whee got back my iPod touch from JiaHui! Thanks JiaHui for helping me with it :D

I haven't found a bloody job!
I feel I'm wasting these days away... Nonono cannot.

Now my brother moved the whole wireless Linksys thingy to his room and the bloody signal is VERY LOW so it disconnects often and it's pissing me off lahhh.

I just got my framless specs fixed cos the side broke. And over there I tried on the ones with black frames. Not bad at all I may get it :]

Hahahha mummy showed me the coloured contact lenses on the newspaper and said we'll check it out someday at Hougang Mall. I wonder why my dad minds me wearing on contact lenses so much..

Anyways should I go for soft rebonding?!

Went shopping todayyyy ahhhhhh! :D

I really like my new black heelsss. Though they may kill my feet..
Didn't buy as much stuff as I thought I would. I still need another pair of shoe, some more clothes, bigger clutches and more linglinglonglongs for my wrists hahahah.

I hope there really is the training this Friday! Then there'll be work+dance in my life which would definitely improve the state my no life life's in. And I'll feel so independent cuz i'm gna pay my dance fees on mahhh own hahaha! :) when I think of it. :):) when i buy my stuff too i won't have to use a single cent of my allowance ahah! Okay i'm drifting pretty far but yeh it does make me excited.



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I feel something's missing already.. Though it hasn't happened but i feel it. I just do not wish for it to be true. No i'm not thinking too much cuz nobody can be 100% sure of anything.

After washing my hair twice, my hair still has that slight scent of bbq.
Ewkkk man. Or has the smell invaded my sense of smell so everything i smell smells like bbq? Nah I don't think so my hands smells like soap :D

Okayyy. So New Moon was pretty blah.. I personally prefer Twilight.
In short, new moon was
blablablablabla jacob'shotbod blablablabla Bella desperate to see Edward blablablabla jacob'shotbodagain blablablablabla Edwardbohdaijichuehdaiji blablablabla Bellachoseyouknowwhointheend.

It's like pretty much what you see on the trailer.. Really. Kinda expected so.. yah. New moon's not good for me.

Well if I had to choose team Jacob or Team Edward, Team Jacob lahhh although i know Bella's with the white sparkling guy in the end but whateverssss!

Today's buffet wasn't very successful. My eyes were feeling tired I was tired I felt like whining and whining and stuff like that know what I mean? Yeah didn't eat a lot though I did feel full.

And yayyy did what I wanted, we went to take neoprints and thanks shaokiat i know i can act cute. :)
Wah the position of my legs sibeh ugly lor I had to waste time on trying to cover it up and kept pressing wrongly so in the end I didn't really decorate anything sorry Prong!

Anyways redeemed something from them today. On my birthday they passed me this voucher slip and says it expires on 17dec. So I told them I want to "redeem" it today but I didn't bring the voucher slip. Howevaaaa that is nothing major because I know it's gonna be in my hands in the end anyway! I like it a lot! Thanks guys! (though DaMao did most of the stuff huh) :D Love you all to pieces like the jigsaw hahah!


Byeeee. :>

Monday: Went for the hamper packing interview.. Totally wasn't what I had expected. But pretty understandable. The hamper I packed was pretty horrible. Lol. If they don't call me, I don't think I'll go for their training.. Most probs wait for Taiyang to update me on Pan Pacific.
Headed to Kovan for pool, got me pretty annoyed + had stomach cramps whatevs. Sye Wai and HongYang came over to look for us later on and dinner+dessert and homeee.

Tuesday: Home for first half of the day and went to Kendy's house for her birthday. Happy Birthday you + Liyan. Hope you've enjoyed your day. :)

For today, I'm rotting at home again and going out for dinner l8rrr.
When can I get a f-ing job. I want to earn money and go learn danceee. Sorry Mavis for making you wait!

Going to catch New Moon on Friday but most impt we're having buffet steamboat!
Taiyang thought something's weird w me cos she thought I don't really like steamboat? Since when did I say that? :o I just don't really like having buffets too much cos you gonna have to stuff yourself, which i think once in awhile would be enough. She doesn't think so cuz... Aiyah just look at her size.
We shall go take neoprints again okieee loool!

I wanna watch Zombieland and HuaMulan but Zombieland's M18?
Taiyang thought it's gna be those thriller movie cuz of it's name.. -.-


Just cleared out some of my clothes few days ago.. I wanna go shopping soon! Replenishhh. However there are some that's still in their own shopping bags which I bought maybe like half a year ago? LOL.

I wonder how next year will be like. I don't even have a range for my results now. It's like I pretty much screwed up everything I don't want to think of it but it likes to pop up in my mind and then make me :(
Told Amanda ystd that I don't really enjoy the process of meeting new people and getting to know them..
It's like you say Hi and they say Hi back and then some awkward silence later on and you have to ask them questions to carry on with the conversation. And I really don't like to talk to people who just answers your questions and doesn't ask you anything back.. It leaves you feeling like, Okay man so this person's so quiet what shall i say next or should i not say anything at all and then we shall get on with our lives whee.

But well, you'll get to know new people who some will graduate into friends whom yeah, will be part of your lives for the next decades. So all that's just essential. And by then, I hope I get more freedom so I can go boozing LOL. But if I happen to return home drunk, I'm def gna get some shit.

I'm having the urge to go for soft rebonding and have some maroon-but-more-to-the-red-side highlights and then have a fabulous fabulous edgy short hairstyle.
But I think most of my friends can't imagine all that on moiii. I'm worried I'll look like crap too. My mom was like noooo too but we'll see we'll see. :):)

I wonder what's wrong with the appliances in my house.





Can see the difference in my face colour? In real life I should look redder than the second pic lol.




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Turn it up for the people that say, we're moving on and we'll be okay.

I woke up today and the first thing i saw when i opened my eyes was this crawly on the walllll. Can you imagine how freaked out I was! How long has it been in my room, has it crawled on my bed, so I have been sleeping with this crawly in my room the whole night?!
Okay I seriously don't know what kinda crawly is the crawly called. It's like millipede but not, like a centipede but not. It's much smaller but also curls up when disturbed. You normally see them near soil.. I think.

My room's not a garden you crawly crawl on my wall for what!
Okay anyways my dad just caught it and flushed it down the toilet bowl LOL.



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Sigh. Not very enthusiastic in getting a job now? I don't know.

I really really wanna go learn dancing though. :)




My SYTYCD's showing tonite too yay. :) :)





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I'm currently searching for the crawly on the internet I just mentioned but.. I don't see it anywhere!
I don't think it falls under the worms category...



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Oooo anyway I know who's T.O.P now LOL.
Jamie liked him a lot. No wonder, cuz he's pretty cute. Hahahah. I was watching IRIS and this young pretty boy was playing the bad guy and I thought he looked damn familiar, and I told my mum he's from a korean band. Not long after was watching MTV and BigBang's MV was on and I saw him again. Mwaha.

Anyway, main point = T.O.P is cute. :):)

For a long time I haven't felt like " Eh this guy really not bad siaaaa ". Seriously. Hahahha.

My last was Chris Brown if I'm not wrong.. said that he's hot. (def not becos he abused Rihanna ty) Oh Lee Jun Ki too when I watched Time Between Dog and Wolf & Iljimae. *.*



Okay me shall show you him(T.O.P):

So pretty. Hahahaha.

Okay Crystal you gotta stop this.

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Today I cooked some Angel's Hair and topped it with some Jap mixture from a packet. I though it was bacon or like carbonara kind cuz the picture looked like it! In the end it turned out to be millions of pink fish eggs.

And it was soooo salty so obviously one packet is not for only for one serving and luckily my brother came back so I made more Angel's hair so at least the whole thing wouldn't be so salty. But after eating I found it so gross bleagh.

Walao I think my uncle go psych my dad again with some stupid theory again lah. Just cos his distant relative's daughter got pregnant at the age of 17 or 18 and knew that guy through playing pool... He came up with this: It is better to have an adult to go along.

Eh hello you want to follow your daughters everywhere that is your business lah okay I know your daughters don't mind cuz you can provide them with money when they run out of it but hello whatever just keep your fucking "adult should go along" theory shut.
I am already deprived of freedom I don't need you to make it worse. My parents are kia-su parents enough alrd. AND AM I YOUR RELATIVE'S DAUGHTER. LIKE AS IF I WILL KNOW A GUY THROUGH PLAYING POOL AND HAVE A BABY WITH HIM?!?!!.

I know my dad was just telling me what my uncle said but it definitely has affected my dad's thinking. All the more my dad's gonna play safe and tell me it's for my own good blablabla. ZZZ x a billion. I mean my dad won't follow me to meet my friends like my uncle.. but point is, i am a girl waiting to break free of stupid chains. I don't know how many times I've been unhappy over the fact that I do not have freedom and how much it has costed on my relationship.

Shall stop ranting. Gon go appreciate talented ang mohs dancing their asses off now. :)