I normally say hello with a smile so here you go :D

I am currently studying in Serangoon JC.

Sixteen! I would expect presents on every 17th of Nov. Nah I'm just kidding. But seriously, that's when my birthday is. :]

I love my family more than anything in the worlddd!:D
I also luv my friends, music, dance, chocolates, colours, pleasant smelling stuff, Wind, laughing like I own the whole world, great hugs, great clothes, great shoes... And Myself :]

I'd like to own and drive a smokin' glossy lime-green/red/yellow convertible sports car someday. :D


I am Crystal. :D

Peace! ^^

"To tell me I'm wrong, man, you better prove you're right."

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Eileen
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Fion
Hillary
Huafei
Hweemay
Joelle
Joshua
Kejun
Kendy
Lihong
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Peirong
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Shaokiat
Shirlene
TwoHumility o7
Veronica

CREDITS
FONTS. swimchick
IMAGE. as credited.
CODES. shotgun
DESIGNER. sheryl

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Never felt like i wasted so much time before.
I wasted my 8 months in a JC i guess.

What's the point of regretting.
This sounds like my posts 10 months ago, where O lvls ended and I'm getting all worried about my results.
But, this time I'm sure I'm on my way to another year of learning the exact same things again. My papers don't seem to want to save me at the last point when I didn't choose to save myself from the start.

What do I want, I ask myself.

I want to do things I like, not like burying myself in books all day, learning subs I don't like eg: Chemistry.
I would like to do drawings whenever I'm free, stuff that are related with what would be beneficial to what I'm doing on my own accord, and not like studying for the sake of good results.

Then why the hell do I put myself in a JC, doing things I don't like, having a fucked-up attitude towards everything including my CCA which i used to like so much and have respect for in my secondary school and when I come here I heck everything and go join something I don't really have passion for.

I feel so lousy, y'know.

Then now I realise I wasted one fucking year of my time enduring all the shitz and not choosing to work hard and then I have to make a choice whether I want to do this again for another 2 years with no guarantee I would succeed because I'm sure I wouldn't have the energy to be hardworking for 2 years. I don't like studying anyway. Then again, why didn't I go to a poly in the first place?!
In a stupid realistic society like this, how I wish one of my hobbies was studying so I can do it anytime I like and not find it a chore.

I just want to go to a University.
So I have to work for it which I obviously didn't. Wait, I think I did, but it's not enough and too late.
But I just like complaining.

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If life was easy, I'd have a dick.
Goodbye.