They can't handle it.

Monday, January 3, 2011

2011.

Happy New Year everybody!

So, my last post was more than a month ago...

I went to LaoCai, Vietnam for 9 days. Eye opening experience. Life in the village is really simple and laid back.

This is one of my favourite villages we visited - Tar Van Village. Environment there's relatively clean plus food was nice. Luvvv it.

View outside the bus after we left Tar Van Village in the morning.

The first half of the trip was pretty exhausting, climbing the mountain and stuff. I didn't manage to make it to the peak. But completing about 3/4 of the journey's enough for me. Physically.

We did quite a lot of CIP mostly involving children. Priceless smiles on their faces, I wouldn't exchange them for anything else.

So I learnt that we should be appreciative of what we have - cliche things you say after visiting a less developed country.

But there's another thing which hit me harder, character.

Through the trek up the mountain, a sprained ankle and a fever, I could then really tell who are the people that would be there for other people regardless, and who are the people who just couldn't care less and put themselves as priority.

Pretty sad to know, but who cares.

Celebrated New Year's Eve and the first few hours of 2011 at Marina Barrage!

All the small things.

I certainly do not have nice pictures of the fireworks, everybody was jumpin around screamin'. So was I.

Would I go to a poly or stay in a JC? That I'm not sure still.

I just hope 2011 wouldn't be like 2010. Really.

2010's definitely not a happy year for me.

I've got trouble being my true self, and I miss me. I've had people entering my life and I was eager and hopeful. How bout now I tell you I can't figure out who to trust. I tried my best, I did.

It's either I learn about things from others, or they just show their flaws in front of me.

I can't blame them for not understanding me, since I never meant to open up much in the first place. They can see me as a crazy bitch throwing random tantrums out of nowhere and be alrightok the next second. For all they want.

But i don't like being misunderstood.

3:40 PM